1. Clean room out! *Completed May 24th

2. Put college stuff away in room 

3. Become a brown girl

4. Save up a hells a lot of money (goal $3000) so i can study abroad next fall 

5. Get a toned body (stomach and thighs - main focus)

6. Workout at least twice a week starting last week in May 

7. Learn to eat less and slightly healthier 

8. Read 5 books 

9. Become flexible again

10. Spend at least an hour outside everyday

11. Finish One Tree Hill *Completed May 25th 

12. Pay It Forward 

13. Find Myself Again

a fate for others and a finale for ourselves that we must all come to face with one day, but as for going through life and loosing the ones you love, well i just can’t handle that part anymore. Not a day goes by when i haven’t thought about my papaw and how much i really really miss him and how it wasn’t his time to stray from me just yet and it has been eleven months now and i am still struggling to face him being gone.  I miss him so much, my heart aches everyday.

The one reason I can not stand to be home for any amount of time. He always is picking fights with my mother and myself but he is not intelligent enough to even defend himself!

to a world where being yourself is never enough.